Mommy...

Zindagi ki tapti dhoop mai ek thanda saya paya hai mai ne
Jab kholi aankh to apni maa ko muskorata howa paya hai mai ne

Jab bhi maa ka naam liya,
Os ka beshomaar pyar paya hai mai ne

Jab koi dard mehsoos howa, jab koi mushkil aayi
Apne pehlo mai apni maa ko paya hai mai ne

Jaagti rahi who raat bhar mere liye
Jaane kitni raatein, osay jagaya hai mai ne

Zindagi ke har moadh par, jab hua gumrah mai
Iski hidaayat par, pakarli seedhi raah mai ne

Jis ki dua se har moseebat loat jaye,
Aisa farishta paya hai mai ne

Meri har fiker ko janne wali,
Mere jazbaaton ko pehcanne wali,
Aisi hasti payi hai mai ne

Meri zindagi sirf meri maa hai,
Isi ke liye to,
Is zindagi ki shama jala rakkhi hai mai ne..

FcUK Fake World

why do my days feel fake, 
they feel fake like its a dream, 
never feels likw i am in the real world, 
its feels like a movie with dragons, 
nothing feels truely like reality, 
my days are a waste, 
life has no true meaning, 
i feel numb to life, 
life has a meaning to everyone else but me, 
the life i live is a waste, 
a complete utlery waste, 
why do they acually let me live life, 
my suicidal thoughts suround me, 
my suicidal thoughts temp me, 
one day they will push me to suicide, 
there are suicidal tepmptations in my brain, 
in my heart suicide awaits, 
its hard not to cut it releaves so much pain, 
situations i face life or death, 
i get to choose one and only one, 
im thinking death would be great, 
it would be the best for everyone, 
only the greatest thing to happen...!!!

If I ever have GF

I don't mind spending everyday
 Out on your corner in the pouring rain
 Look for the girl with the broken smile
 Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
>>>
 And she will be loved
And  She will be loved
And She will be loved
AndShe will be loved

Love Only One

I don't need a PERFECT ONE....
I just need someone who can
make me feel that I'm the ONLY ONE...
BITCH plz
when I try to make u feel dat,
u think I'm CHAPE.

Girl

(Dedicated to Girls...)

We like a girl

So that we learn the basics of emotion

We do mistake
So that we learn to correct things back

We lose our sanity
So that we learn to return to reality

We think crazy
So that we learn what's sane

We hurt ourselves
So that we learn not to hurt others

We grow up
So that we'll be a person

Lineage

Family is supposed to have your back,
Family is supposed to know you,
There are supposed to be no secrets with family,
There are supposed to be no lies with family,
Family is supposed to love each other unconditionally,
Family is supposed to be there for you,
There is supposed to be understanding in a family,
There is supposed to be trust in a family,
Family is supposed to be there for you,
Family is supposed to understand.

Loneliness

The darkness surrounds me
It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold

My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain

I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying