Dad's to Heaven

(Dedicated to my friend's Father death :( )

I'll walk down the aisle all alone 
No ones there they all went home

I see the coffin I see your face
How could you do such a disgrace

I cant hear your voice I cant speak your name
This doesn’t feel like before it doesn’t feel the same

I don’t understand I cant contemplate
All I do is feel so much misery and hate 

Why did you leave me why did you die
Was it to waste my time or watch me cry

How could this be better how can I remain 
When Every breathe I take causes so much pain

As they day goes by I have to watch my loved ones cry
Just because you couldn’t stand to live that you had to die

I don’t know what you were thinking but I see what you have done
And all of this just because you thought drugs would be fun

I cant do this anymore I cant stand to watch them fall
As your drunken little girl stumbles down the hall

Into your empty bedroom she hurries up her pace 
You can tell she has been crying form the marks left on her face

Do you feel better know you’ve gone 
Will she feel better knowing she was wronged 

She was taken form her dad 
The only man that loved her he was all she had

now she is left with nothing Just a picture and your ring
Does she know she will see you die every night in her dreams

You where once her dad 
And know you’re the man she can never have.