A JOURNEY OF LIFE

He always wanted to live up to his name, the meaning of which was a good friend, he loved making friends but there was none whom he could call “BEST FRIEND” coz many person came in his life but never ever he found the one who really deserved to be called one for he had the feeling that,

Someone, someday, somewhere in life will act in a certain way
That all the definitions of friendship will be at bay,
You can’t persuade for they will have no reason to stay
You will find your life in shades of hue and grey,
For there will be loneliness there will be pain
You will find yourself passing through the memory lane,
There’s nothing important in friendship except for trust
Time will take its troll and even that will eventually rust.

So he always looked forward being not only a good friends but a true friend, but he never knew that the best what he could have always got was always with him, it’s a fact that he never realised that. He was born to be a leader but in the journey of life when it came at taking decisions sometimes he just took the wrong ones (his ill temper is to be blamed and his habit of listening to his heart rather than his mind).He thought that he is the only one who is having a miserable life but here there was more pain, loneliness, lost cause and fear which she shared with him only him. But as is the journey of life in which you don’t always get what you have asked for so this time also in the attempt to do something genuinely good he ended up losing his second best friend, the reason he just tried being more than a friend and ended up proposing her not because he was madly in love with her, because he was kind of liking her kind of having a soft corner for her, a special p lace for her in his heart which no one could share, so he thought that this way he will be even more close to her and could bring back the lost smile on her face, all he wanted was to see her happy but he ended up bringing more sadness, pain and loneliness in her life as now he was like a forgotten page in her life. Who at times used to call him at 2 in the morning just to tell that i had a bad dream and i am scared and use to share even her deepest secret that a girl only tells to her own kind coz in reality she loved him and it was just the fact that she was scared of the uncertainty of future and she was scared from the thoughts of someone’s being heartbroken coz of her that she was not accepting the call of her heart. Girls make the most important decisions of their life through their mind but a boy, a boy looks up to his heart for the answers of the questions that life threw at him and decisions taken up being emotional are seldom correct. He thought that a very c lose friend can be a good life partner but he was wrong, he was wrong in breaking the thin veil between FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE…..

She once said that being a friend she was more open, comfortable and close than what she ought to be if she happens to be his better half
He didn’t seem to understand why?

WHY? there always is a tiff between friendship and love, if one considers someone as his/her very close friend that he/she shares their deep feelings with them then why can’t they see them as a good choice as their soul mate, it’s ok to be worried about the uncertainties of life but it’s also true that everything can’t be left alone on fate.
A question follows “CAN A BEST FRIEND BE A GOOD LIFE PARTNER??”

HE PROPOSED HER BY DEDICATING HIS FIRST COMPOSITION
A POEM, A POEM MEANT ONLY FOR HER

“FROM FRIENDSHIP TO LOVE”