Dad's to Heaven

(Dedicated to my friend's Father death :( )

I'll walk down the aisle all alone 
No ones there they all went home

I see the coffin I see your face
How could you do such a disgrace

I cant hear your voice I cant speak your name
This doesn’t feel like before it doesn’t feel the same

I don’t understand I cant contemplate
All I do is feel so much misery and hate 

Why did you leave me why did you die
Was it to waste my time or watch me cry

How could this be better how can I remain 
When Every breathe I take causes so much pain

As they day goes by I have to watch my loved ones cry
Just because you couldn’t stand to live that you had to die

I don’t know what you were thinking but I see what you have done
And all of this just because you thought drugs would be fun

I cant do this anymore I cant stand to watch them fall
As your drunken little girl stumbles down the hall

Into your empty bedroom she hurries up her pace 
You can tell she has been crying form the marks left on her face

Do you feel better know you’ve gone 
Will she feel better knowing she was wronged 

She was taken form her dad 
The only man that loved her he was all she had

now she is left with nothing Just a picture and your ring
Does she know she will see you die every night in her dreams

You where once her dad 
And know you’re the man she can never have.

Diwali

Deepon ki pankti mein hansti,
diwali ki raat hai aayi.

Deepa, Raju ne mil-jul kar,
ghar, aangan ki kari safaayi.

pooja ki thali mein sajte,
mewa, kumkum, phool, mithaayi.

phooljhadi naache matwaali,
naache firki aur hawaayi.

khil khil karte hanse anaar,
bambon ne hai dhoom machaayi.

punya sada jeet hai jag mein,
yahi to hai atal sachchayi.

prem pyar ka bhaav bataati,
diwali ki raat hai aayi.

Still Time is Left.

Abhi bhi baki hai kuch samay,

Ladte jaa anth na aaye jab tak,

Suraj sirf badal me chupa hai,


Raat nahi aayi hai ab tak.



Manzil ab paas hai,


Ab haath na utha lena,


Bas chalta jaa raah pe,


Apne kadam badhate rehna.

Agar MAI nETA hota...

Agar MAI NeTA  hota,
Toh kya hota toh kya hota.

Roz nayi yojna banata,
roz naye vaqtavya chhapata,
roz naye order nikalkar,
Theke, Theke apno ko dilwata.

Sadak todkar baandh banata,
baandh todkar nadi bahata.
Tab mai uski jaanch karata,
jaanch karakar mai kya pata,
wah mai tumko nahi batata.

Par yah sab toh tab hi hota,
Jab mai neta hota. 

Wish me a HAppY Birthday

Nothing so rare as a second-last day in June, 
the air so fine and the blossoms all blue.

The weather just perfect, the skies never gray
The bugs always buzzing and the tree's seem to sway

The sun beats so warmly on the tenderness of my skin,
and the birds..they fly, far away in the wind,

June is the month that carries a tune,
it's beautiful melody floats like a balloon.

Pariksha Aayi

Aalas tyaago karo padhaayi,
gadi pariksha ki ab aayi.

mehanat raas jise na aaye,
gaya samay to fir pachhtaaye.

kare parishram jo bhi bachche,
sabko lagate wohi achhe.

sachche mann se jo padhta hai,
aage sabse wo badhata hai.

Cricket or Exam ???

The game I like is Cricket,
But I am not, happy losing my wicket.

Whenever there is a match of any country,
transistor is my ear, I listen commentary.

My semester examination  was near,
but radio was with my ear.

In commentary I was taking interest,
But my books were on complete rest.

I jumped on every sixer of batsman,
I was pleased with two or more.

when the century was short of eight,
I was at the point of heart-attack.

Lastly when victory needed twenty one,
All that moment my paper began.

when the students were writing answers.
I was counting four and sixers.

but when my result was out.
The match had ended in a draw.

I was not run out, but clean bowled,
then I realised,I had lost my wicket. 

Mum...can I go.

Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here and live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes and die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
I plead with you now mum, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.
Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.

Papa Mere

He's there when I wake
He's there when I sleep
He's there when I'm not
He's there when I am

His love is unconditionally
His walks are slow
His family is first
His children are his joy

Joy love caring is he
Friendly helpful is him too
Careful educated he also is
my Papa is all this and more

Papa's love to me is more than words
Daddy's words are loving ones
Father's love is there when I'm not
Papi is more to me than words can ever say

From birth to now his love was and is there
13 years of loving me
At birth he loved me
Now he loves me more each day

His little angel writes of love
Papa's love of all kinds
The one love that lasts
One kind and no more

Unconditionally loved is the best
No one can take it
Only he can give it
My Papi's no one more

Who can take away that bond
Father and Daughter
No one at all only he
But will he, never

What is it
How can be
But no one knows
only my Papa Knows

Love is what my Papi is
Strength is love
Friendship is love
But Papi is to define love

What more can you say
When he is there every day
What more can you write
When Papi is here

All I think of is
I LOVE YOU
No more then that
No one can take Papi's heart away

I LOVE YOU PAPI
and nothing more